I mean, I'm not sorry for the person I am. I'm not sorry for feeling this way or for being this intense. I am not, definitely. I just wish I could just handle it and treat it like nothing at all, but it doesn't seem to be possible.
It's pretty hard for me to trust. I just don't know how to do it anymore, it takes long and well, you must understand. I've been innocent (pure?) enough to actually fuck up my own life for years in a row. And it's my fault in a way. I thought I knew better after all that I've been through, but I don't.
I hate being nice. I'd rather be a bitch everyone hates than a girl like me... The "too cute", "too sweet", "too nice", "too adorable", "too lovely".
"I don't know how you ex could be this bad to you!"
Me neither.
Me. Fucking. Neither.
I guess people are just way too cruel. Or perhaps they get sick of being with someone who can actually support them and want them to grow. They get sick of having a partner who's there all the time. Because, you know... When things get easy, we don't want it anymore.
The chase excites us.
I know that.
So do you.
It's pretty hard for me to trust. I just don't know how to do it anymore, it takes long and well, you must understand. I've been innocent (pure?) enough to actually fuck up my own life for years in a row. And it's my fault in a way. I thought I knew better after all that I've been through, but I don't.
I hate being nice. I'd rather be a bitch everyone hates than a girl like me... The "too cute", "too sweet", "too nice", "too adorable", "too lovely".
"I don't know how you ex could be this bad to you!"
Me neither.
Me. Fucking. Neither.
I guess people are just way too cruel. Or perhaps they get sick of being with someone who can actually support them and want them to grow. They get sick of having a partner who's there all the time. Because, you know... When things get easy, we don't want it anymore.
The chase excites us.
I know that.
So do you.
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