18 days ago I was feeling like shit.
Today, I feel like shit, again, over the same situation.
And I remember pretty well, every single time this subject came up, I felt like shit.
It's not like I felt like shit because I was doing something wrong.
I just felt pretty much incompetent. Impotent.
There is nothing I can do to change what it IS.
I got enough of crying over decisions that are not mine.
Enough of tearing myself apart in order to make "things" whole.
No one ever did such a thing.
Am I enough?
At all
?
Today, I feel like shit, again, over the same situation.
And I remember pretty well, every single time this subject came up, I felt like shit.
It's not like I felt like shit because I was doing something wrong.
I just felt pretty much incompetent. Impotent.
There is nothing I can do to change what it IS.
I got enough of crying over decisions that are not mine.
Enough of tearing myself apart in order to make "things" whole.
No one ever did such a thing.
Am I enough?
At all
?
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